Date # 21

What a wonderful time (sighing) with D last night. We met up at – what I’m beginning to call “our” place, corny I know, Jacques. Had 2 drinks, and really good conversation. In answer to some peoples questions from an email prior- no he didn’t live with someone who was 43 when he was 16. We talked a lot about his family, and what’s going on in our lives. And trust, and my lack to giving it to people. And im not some jaded girl who has been burned 1 to many times, but more I’m superstitious, and me telling a friend or dare I say it, my mom, makes this all to real. And its kind of scary when its real, to me at least, because I’ve never had that. And when I thought I might have, that really wasn’t real. Plus D is much older then I am, and really finds this bizarre, and smidgenly immature. But I moved past that.
We decided we were going to go watch a “movie” and so we left. Now, this is just the beginning of my immaturity, bc before leaving im like- oh what movie do you want to watch? And then I harped on it- and then I asked him back to my house. I don’t have a DVD player! Ha! We arrive at my apartment (incidentally he lives a block away) and start to make out. Very PG-13 style, until we go to my bedroom. In which it turns more R rated (NOT WHAT YOUR THINKING), but I pull the usually.. stop have a conversation, start, stop… again, immature- but at least I can admit that. We have such fantastic conversations, the ones that are very surface level, but say a lot about someone- like favorite holidays, and the 90210, and being a closet GG enthusiast. At one point, his hand is on my leg, and says why do you always wear boy shorts? Which shocked me a bit, bc he’s the furthest from any type of random knowledge about that kind of stuff possible. So I said oh I like them- because you can walk around with out pants on (like who does/says that?). However, what he doesn’t know is that they were granny panties! I didn’t think I’d be having him over!!! I’m a nightmare.
He left and I went to bed, but he texted, and we’ll see each other soon.
Updates: tonight I have a date with H and were meeting for wine and cheese. Hooray! I heart cheese!
And yes, I’m still speaking with A everyday, and I’m working on tricky scheduling to see him on Friday before he leaves for the holiday weekend.