Last night was wonderful! I had such a fun time with D. And by fun I mean, there’s something so austere about him, yet, when he speaks its comfortable. I was late for dinner, which is unfortunate bc that’s becoming a bad habit of mine. We went to a French restaurant, ate, chatted about the weekend. It felt nice. Then we walked home, and I went to his apartment, and we watched a movie. Now- I know I can be picky- however, his apartment was just so far off the charts of messy that it seems virtually impossible to not have noticed. I mean there were things everywhere! And yet, it didn’t seem to bother him. I didn’t say anything, but if you could imagine the messiest apartment ever- then multiply it by 5 = that’s what I was in last night. On a different note- we made out on the couch for about an hour, and then I went home, bc I was exhausted! Overall, great night. I’m supposed to see him on Saturday, but I was hoping I would be able to see him sooner.
Heres some random thoughts I’ve been having: I don’t like comparing each person against each other, but I am, and I’m not sure how to stop it. Each person is sooooo different. D is 35, he’s in a completely different mind-set then anyone I know. J is 29- he’s closer to my mindset I think, but he’s just moving to the city, and experiencing new things. And I think we might be too alike! I think its hard not to compare. I wish I could take a quality from each person and put them all together to make the perfect person.
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